THIS is my happy place

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tmut6FBx4xk&feature=related

except the sound quality is not so good haha, my almost happy place

Christopher Tin

Ok this music is BEYOND WORDS! I could get very lost in so many beautiful places with this stuff.

http://www.christophertin.com/callingalldawns.html

Gungor and sides

feel like I hit the musical jackpot with this gungor band and sides, they think what i think,

chekywowt :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oyPBtExE4W0&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5VI0pkRBPZw&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c6vvqAxjPBE&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r4EPnM62O8A&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5mVfqqvrp6o

Ha ha ok of course I have to love this song...it's called

God is not a white man

haha, o sheesh this song is my opinion in words.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-WybvhRu9KU&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VDvKOFplCo8&feature=related

Glims

Jesus has got to be it.

Of all things in this world that are confusing,

Well, this is too

But sometimes, just sometimes, I feel so confident

stress

problems

what stress? whose problems?

and I just feel happy

And in those rare times

(really like 5 minutes every two months)

I feel sure that, yup...this has got to be it.

The rest of the time I wonder why I even made a post like this,

maybe I should take it down...ha!

Today made me remember to be less self-absorbed (as I write a post on a self-titled blog), and that there are people in this world who still believe in altruism. Once upon a time I almost gave up trying to be a servant to others because I realized I was only doing it to feel like a good person, ie. selfish yet again!! And well, who wants to be selfish if they can avoid it? Yeah that was an intense cyclical way of thinking. But who cares my motives? I want to at least try to focus on other people and serve them, love them, be there for them. I suck at it, but trying is better than nothing, right?