Who's Eye's Who's?

Kyla, Crystal, or Charlotte?

We discovered the other day that our eyes are all pretty similar. Or at least the colours are. Kinda.

The End I Do Not Wish.

Well, I am frustrated and confused. My head is full and I have thought this issue through to the end SO many times but it never comes to the ending I want. So it's still there, and it sits there. It sits in there in my mind because I have given up trying to get to the end of it, what's the point if it's a disappointment every time? I COULD think it through to the end, that ending I don't like, and then take it a step further to accept that end and act accordingly. But that is just about the hardest thing I could think to do. I know it's hard because I have tried at least twice already and, failed. 

Talking to friends doesn't help, the response is always the same. I like to tell myself they just don't understand, but they do understand. They tell me what would be wise, what would be the best. I have always been the type of person to follow what is wise, to at least try to do what is best, what is expected, rational. But THIS TIME I don't want to be rational, I don't want to be wise, I want to be purposely and blatantly stupid. 

That is why I am here and not there. 

I don't trust myself with this one.

Flood-waters of Fortune!

Getting to and from the home is not as simple as I once remembered. I pack all my things put on a pair of sweatpants over my pants, then I put on a pair of hip-waders (the sweats are to prevent the stench of those hip waders from permeating into my actual pants, they REAK) And then I wade a good five minutes to my car which is parked on St. Mary's Road. I was lucky this day and got a ride from my dad on the tractor (sorry his head is cut off in the picture). Sweeeeeeeet. This flood should go away soon. But it's kinda fun for now, and it gave me money. I thank those waters every time I wade through. They have brought me fortune.

My last project of the semester!

Ink assignment

Hairdryer

Frederick und seine Mausefreunde

The Perspective Challenge

Live Drawing Results

We tried our hands at ink washes in class today. Fun Fun.

Answers would be nice.

Just when one begins to get cocky... I remember thinking a while back that I was not in a wilderness season, and being happy about that. It seems all of the sudden that has changed. My question has not been answered. I used to be ok with it, but once again it has reared it's ugly head and I have come face to face with it. It seems that the answer to this question changes what I think and believe about God. I want so bad for this world to not be so serious, for certain things to not be such a big deal. To live life as a journey, learning lessons when they come, and not being concerned that I am not beings serious or prepared enough to take on the challenges. Life without pressure. I lived that way for awhile and it was awesome and freeing, and now I am not sure if I am headed in the right direction of the wrong one in trying to be more serious. I think it takes more courage to be carefree then not. When one is serious it is easy to take the world into their own hands, in an attempt to feel like they have control.

I love that blowdryer!

In Class Self-Portrait